I can't have my life back like it was, not even close, and instead have to figure things out with just me. I'm not part of a couple, I'm alone, and that is how it is.
Wow that is quite the statement and oh so true but I haven't got to the accepting it yet.
One step at a time.
Each new first it is mind boggling...so many and yet I wasn't aware of all the memories until I actually lost my husband 3 1/2 mths ago.
Allana