mittam99

I am right there with you buddy.  It is a new life of adjustment.  Some days it is all I can do to get out of bed.  My motivation, goal, and focus of my life was to love and care for Rose Anne. I have a list of woulda, coulda, shoulda, to do but find it hard to push myself to do them.  I think this adjustment to life without Rose Anne just takes time. 

There are not any people around my age going through this.  I don't have a solution but I do try to remember the good things we shared... wonderful memories.  I am grateful to have shared a wonderful life with my beloved Rose Anne for as long as we were able.  

For now , I look for ways to help others who are going through grief and try to listen and share both here and my local community.  My heart and prayers are with you. I like to read your posts and have been missing your presence here.  It is nice to hear a male perspective.  - Shalom