Charlie Posted June 25, 2006 Report Share Posted June 25, 2006 Hi all, I am feeling so desperatly sad, July 1st would have been his 68th birthday. I always looked forward to it so I could surprise him with something he liked. My Charlie loved to make things from wood so a new woodworking tool was always a good choice.It has been 21 months now so close to 2 years I cannot believe I have survived this long without him. I thouhgt by now I would be so much better at handling this but lately I feel myself slipping deeper and deeper into depression and sadness that I wonder if I will get thru another day. Right now as I type these words I cannot control my tears and i wonder if I will survive another day.I am trying so hard to build a life without him but nothing seems to bring me any happiness and my salvation somtimes is sitting here pouring out my heart to strangers who understand the pain.Thank you for being there.GraceONLY YOU7/1/38-10/20/04 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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