Connor'sMom Posted October 26, 2022 Report Share Posted October 26, 2022 Hello, I am back with another loss. This time my Mom. New support group. She passed 09/09/21. She was a difficult lady but she was my mom. I am the youngest of 4. I was the only child she spoke to. I took care of her until the end. I have such a fractured family that I don't have anyone to talk with. It has been over a year and I still haven't written a celebration of life. Nothing. She said she did not believe in heaven. As I cleaned out her purse, she had rosary beads. I cleaned out her house and she had scriptures written down. She did not want to die. During her final hours I felt like she was struggling because she wanted a "do over." It has been over a year. I cry at the most inappropriate times. She loved the holidays and was very crafty. I went to TJ Maxx for a few things. Holiday items everywhere. I had a panic attack and went back to my car. I don't know how to grieve this. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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