Gail_R Posted October 20, 2007 Report Share Posted October 20, 2007 It is 9 months today that my beloved Bruce passed away. I am having a hard time with this. I'm so lost there are day's that I'm not to bad and day's like today that I am having a really hard time with this living without him. i ask myself all the time why us why? Life so unfair. What the hell we do that was so bad that he had to be taken away from me at such a young age we still had a whole life time to live together and now with thebirth of our first grandchild on the way in May. Bruce will never see this beautiful bunddle of joy . He will never here him or her say grandpa I love never see him or her walk talk etc. why is life so unfair? I feel like the only time that I post is when I am feeling down and soooo sad like today. The other day I thought to myself hey not a bad day so maybe I will try and clean out the closest and dresser and pack Bruce clothes well that went like hell broke down cried for hours put all his clothes back wish I had the strenght to do this but I just cann't. I miss him so much my heart is breaking and somedays I just don't feel like doing this anymore. I just want the hurt to stop. Bruce I miss you and will love for ever. Gail Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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