LoriS. Posted October 20, 2007 Report Share Posted October 20, 2007 Hi Everyone,It'll be one year on the 22nd that my mom is gone. I can't believe it. She passed away on a Sunday, so for me today, it's like the day before she died one year later. I remember it perfectly. If I could only physically see her and touch her arm and hold her hand again. Today (last year) it was a hard day. But she had a lot of visitors which was great to see how many people loved her and how many will miss her. And tomorrow at 5:30 am she passed on. I watched as the color drained up and away from her face. The next few days were, well you know, extermely difficult, than the weeks after that as the depression set in and the extreme longing to be with her again.Than I came upon this website and because of all of you, I started to heal. It has been a very long road and at times has been so difficult. But I am making it through. This is a tough weekend, though,since I picture in my mind all the details of her last couple of days. I can't forget how she kept getting smaller and smaller in her bed. I know it's just the natural process, but it was very strange watching my mom fade away before my eyes. On a more uplifting note, my daughter got married 2 weeks ago and it was an amazing day. I know my parents were there watching over all of us! There were so many signs!So I just wanted to thank all of you who have been there for me. I have appreciated it more than you know!Love and hugs...Lori Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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