teny Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 Yesterday I went to YIANYS grave for the first time since last year .It is 1 year I cant believe he is there.IT was like someone else not me not Teny that was there and not in his arms telling me how much he loves me .I have asket some of you to pray for me for strength.I must tell you that when my son started crying telling me O MAM you thing HE is waching Ifeel so sorry for you to be so lonely without dad.I felt that I had some of you telling me that IM also a MOM and I gave himm abig hug and we kept crying together.My young son did not come.Thank you for keeping me in your minds. I felt relief that I made it.Today Ifeel so tired and grief is so stong.Where did my life go?One year without his love that was my power for living for my creative work for being the person I am.I was18 when we got married and so in love until the d ay he died sowith no symtoms.Hard to go on.YIANY is the Greek name for JOHN TENY Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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