Lynette Posted March 26, 2008 Report Share Posted March 26, 2008 How do you start a new life after losing you’re soulmate? It’s been 4 ½ months since I lost my love and I’m trying to keep myself busy with work, friends and family but it’s just not the same as it once was. I hate being alone and I’m so afraid that this is the way it will be the rest of my life. Even though it’s only been 4 ½ months, it feels like it’s been a lot longer due to my husband suffering with surgeries and chemo due to the bladder cancer. I even signed up on a bowling league with some friends from work and all I see is happily married couples. I hate it because I once was just like them. I feel like I have a lot of anger built up inside and I hate myself for that. I’ve always been a very happy, friendly person who got along with everyone. I’ve been to counseling and have been told that what I am going through is normal after losing a loved one. What do you need to do get your life back on the right track? Is it wrong that I don’t want to spend the rest of my life alone, and should I just be content that I was one of the lucky ones that did find true love? When I’m in front of people I put on a real good act, they all think I’m just fine. I don’t’ want my family and friends to see me cry, they had to deal with my tears over a year before Mike actually passed. Do any of you have these same feelings? Please share with me if you do. Thank you, Lynn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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