leeann Posted August 7, 2008 Report Share Posted August 7, 2008 I get tired of not seeing them, talking with them, being with them. I don't know how else to put this. It's like I'm a little kid who has had enough. "OK, you can come back now."Ya know? I just get "done" with it all. And I usually end up welling up and then try to sneak a moment to myself to cry a bit. But do you know what I mean..? Like I'm carrying this weight around.. and I just want to put it down for awhile. I know I can't put it down forever.. but I would like to for just a bit. And I want everything back the way it was.Not the most mature thinking huh?I know I can't have that.. but I still want it.. ya know?These feelings of being tired of it don't necessarily follow any particular "grieving" type moment (although I usually have one afterwards) or after I recall a memory or anything. Like nothing seems to prompt this feeling. It just seems to come out of nowhere.Anyone else?leeann Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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