melina Posted September 12, 2010 Report Share Posted September 12, 2010 I have been in deep despair today too, like others here. It started when I got out of bed and worsened when I talked to my son about his grief. I also have this incredible sense of deep loneliness. I've never felt anything like it before - like being locked in a dark room. Calling friends or family doesn't help. I talked to two of my sons today and one friend, but that black, hollow loneliness just gets bigger and bigger. I know that it's because I can't talk with the one person I really need to talk with, and I'll never be able to do that again. I miss my husband so much I can't stand it. I just can't stop sobbing. Is it normal to have days where the crying just goes on and on? I feel like I'm losing my mind, and long to feel normal again. I wonder if that will ever happen. Melina Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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