melina Posted September 15, 2010 Report Share Posted September 15, 2010 I feel like I'm making a little progress now. I have one day that's basically a mess - sobbing and feeling like I just want to die. Then I'll have a day like today. I was able to do a few errands, buy a few necessities for the house and start fixing up my son's room. I vacuumed and emptied and put away a few boxes. I think I've mentioned we moved into this old house just before my husband died. I even did some electrical work with a lamp I bought. Then after a trip to the grocery store, I went to fill gas in the car and as I stood there with the gas pump and the gas credit card, I realized I couldn't remember the pin code for the card. This is often the case, so I pulled out my cell phone to call my husband as I usually do when I forget pin codes, but stopped halfway. That was enough to get me crying. I must have looked insane. This middle-aged woman standing at the gas station with the pump in her hand, crying her eyes out. Just a little thing like that - but maybe I've been holding everything in today because I was determined to get something done. Melina Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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