heartaches Posted September 24, 2010 Report Share Posted September 24, 2010 Hello, This is the first time I am writing. I have been reading this site for a couple of weeks, and it has given me support, this sharing of thoughts and feelings. It has been 6 months since my sweet mom passed away. I have been trying so hard to carry on, to function, to live how she would want me too. I have been trying to be so busy, but today I just crashed. I cried and cried all day. I spoke to my brother, and that helped. Life is meaningless, and seems rather stupid! I always thought that if my mom ever died (if!) I would not choose to live. She knew this, and she often told me that I had to be strong. She said everyone has to die, her mom died and she had to live through it. She was always preparing me. I must say my mom's passing was sudden and not expected. She always just wanted to make sure I was ok, and that I would be ok. Bless her, as I carry her words of strength and love with me. I know it would break her heart if she knew I was crying so much. It still feels like a shock, unreal and unbelievable. I miss her so much, she was everything to me, my brother and my dad. I have to live for my dad, my brother and his family. I have to live to honour her memory. She taught me so many beautiful things, including empathy and kindness. She was a great beautiful spirit with a lovely smile and gorgeous green eyes and a heart of gold. I think that is all I will say today. Thank-you for listening (anyone) and hearing my words, my vow to have strength. Karen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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