Queeniemary Posted September 26, 2010 Report Share Posted September 26, 2010 I probably read the posts more than I post myself, but I just want to say Thank You to all of you for being here for me and for all of us. When I found this forum in April, I had no idea how important it would become to me. You all understand this journey that I am on, that we are all on. While many of my friends are very supportive, and my family, most of them do not understand. It is so great to have this place to come and share these feelings. If I had thought about Mike dying, before his death, I guess I would have thought by now I would be over the grief, and moving on with my life. I have always been considered a strong person, and I guess I would have thought I would just pick myself up by my bootstraps, and go on. Mike has been gone over 8 months now, and there are days that it still feels like yesterday. I knew I loved him, but I don't think I realized how much he was a part of me until he was gone. I feel like I am missing part of me, and I will never get it back. My Mike was just larger than life, he filled a room with his presence. He was very carismatic (? spelling) and people loved being around him. They loved watching him perform in plays, and he was great fun at parties. He was also a man who fought depression at times, and was moody, but I was the one who mostly saw that side. He discovered acting about 25 years ago (that is how we met, I was assistant director in a play he auditioned for), and that gave him a great outlet, and helped him fight the depression. God, I miss him so much, and will every day for the rest of my life. A friend and I were talking on the phone the other night. She ask if I thought I might ever get married again? I told her I just could not see that ever happening. She said, that does not surprise me, it would be really hard to find someone like him, and I know you could not settle for less. She is so right, Mike was not perfect by any means, neither am I, but he was perfect for me, and no one can ever take his place in my heart. I just want to tell you all here how much your support and understanding means to me....Thank you to all my fellow travelers in this lonely journey. Mary (Queeniemary) in Arkansas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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