Cajie_Laurie Posted October 14, 2010 Report Share Posted October 14, 2010 Today is the 4th month Tommy has been gone. This morning, I woke up talking to him telling him how much I missed him and once again, I questioned his senseless death. Was it really his choice or did someone drop the ball? And even though I'd like to sit in my room and listen to his music or go through his stuff and remember the good times we shared, life goes on. I have to be at Duke University for an Ultrasound of my kidneys, Patrick has a dentist appointment, and Max has to get to the pediatrician because after the specialist saw the X-ray of his lungs, they wanna rule out TB.... MAX is only Eleven!! I guess in a way it's good this day is filled with things to do. I gotta look at the positive, right? Or I'll get depressed then what good am I? I feel like I'm pushing Tommy aside (once again) because other people need me. But, I'm not. Am I? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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