redwind30 Posted December 31, 2010 Report Share Posted December 31, 2010 I lost my husband in April and have been through alot of "firsts". My first summer without him, my first birthday without him, our first anniversary without him....and on the list goes. Christmas was a biggie. Didn't think I could survive Christmas day, but here I am. Now as a new year begins I feel like I am once again leaving him behind. I know it sounds strange, but I had him with me in 2010. Now, I will be going into 2011 without him. He will never be a part of my 2011. We won't have one single memory from this new year. Again, I know it sounds strange; but it is just really scary entering a new year without him. I really did not anticipate that this would be such a painful day because New Years was never a big deal for us. We sat on the couch and watched TV; we even slept through it a couple of years. I kind of feel like I have been blindsided by this Holiday. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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