Guest Guest_Shubom_* Posted February 27, 2006 Report Share Posted February 27, 2006 I feel like I'm starting to lose it. I was doing ok this morning, but now I'm losing it. My mother died in her sleep and they couldn't give us an immediate answer on what happened. Now they're saying the autopsy will take months before we know. I'm not sure if I want to know. But I just can't stop thinking about what happened. My mother was 56, had high blood pressure and was a smoker. She became very depressed after my father passed away 6 years ago. All of a sudden stopped taking her blood pressure medicine. I didn't find out till later about 1 year before she passed. She didn't want to get it checked out. We begged her, but she said she fine. I just felt like I could have done more ! you know?! My dad died and I'm sure he wanted me to take care of her. But she just wouldn't go to the doctor. 2 months before she passed away, she complained of a sharp chest pain. But didn't say anything till the next morning. And still refused to get it checked out. I just don't understand and my mind is going a mile a minute on what could have happened. I can't believe she's gone!!! A similar thing happened with my father where his sugar levels went so high and he didn't want to go to the hospital until he could even walk or see straight! The next day he died of a heart attack ! Why did my parents not care about themselves anymore !!! when they always told me to watch out for myself. Somehow I just don't think I did enough to save her !!! or my father !!! It's driving me crazy ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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