Can't get a grip this week

[rdownes]

This has been a strange week have come out of the gut wrenching sadness when I posted "need to vent" but this week has been weird I usually look forward to listening to Kevin's music but this week when I listened did not feel the comfort I usually do did not feel the closeness just kept thinking he is gone Robin this won't bring him back, I have slept alot this week and still feel drained like all I want to do is sleep, I have zero energy I don't know where this is coming from feels like falling into a daze again.Hope it doesn't last long hugs to all.

[mittam99]

Robin, it's just the ebb and flow of grief. The whole grief dance thing... one step back, two steps forward, two steps back... rinse and repeat.

Just live in the moment and take it a day at a time. And live with Kevin in your heart.

Hugs.

[kayc]

It pains me to listen to our songs, like nothing else, I don't find comfort in it, maybe someday, but not yet.  Grief takes a lot out of you, Robin, so it's not surprising to me that you have no energy!

[rdownes]

I have been trying so hard just seems like this week is an everything seems pointless week, I can't have what my heart truly wants none of us can anymore I keep on trying I guess is all I can do even my kids have noticed a difference this week I am trying sometimes just forget why.

[Gwenivere]

It's absolutely remarkable to me that the only time I hear the radio is to wake up from a nap I take every day.  What are the odds that they would be playing a song that was special to Steve and I?  Happens all the time.  Well, it certainly catapults me right up.  Fumble for the off switch immediately.  1 minute at most in a 24 hour day.  Maybe it did that before, but he was here so it was kinda cool.  I set my morning alarm to a buzzer to avoid music.  Having to hide from music.  Never thought I'd see that happen.