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SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Those eyes are amazing, melt the heart. Hip hip horray for Mary Lindas blessing. Love, Kim

Mary Linda, Heres my prayers from Arizona. I love you and you have been so dear to me. He is yours, just think positive. Whats the given name for this little rascal? You deserve happiness and you are going to receive it, I will e mail you privately later in the week, thanks for your e mail and checking in on me, it means alot. Your a super lady. I laughed at Boo's comment, no newspaper reading for you, lol. If the previous owners wanted him so bad he would not be covered in fleas and running the streets, they obviously do not deserve him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you, Kim

Hang in there sweetheart........................ We have you hand in hand. Sending my prayers and love, Kim

Jo got the keys? I am sad to hear of another person going through this terrible heartache. I am also sorry to hear of what you are going through. Please do not feel bad about posting, telling your story, venting or anything on this site. I have been through so much stuff this last almost 2 years, its mind boggling, but I continued to post and talk, everyone always posted, talked, prayed, sent love and offered their hearts and care to me. It has made a big difference to me. After Dan died, I lost interest in everything and lost my best friend, husband and father to our children, but when I found this site, I found peace, hope, encouragement and most importantly love. We all will be here for you regardless if you post once or a million times, I just hope you keep coming back and keep us posted. Love, Kim

Hello. I want to welcome you to our site and also tell you how it saddens my heart that another person has to go through this terrible heartache and pain. On this site you will find the truest most amazing people in the whole world, every single person on this site has been so warm, caring and always here for each other. I love you all, you are my world and I thank you all for being the best ever!!!!!! Take care of yourself and keep coming back. At the age of 41 I lost my beloved Dan to cancer, even though it will be 2 years August 20th, my kids and I miss him so much. I have 2 of his jackets, they still smell like him, but anyways I am rambling. I hope we can help you through another minute of the day and know that you are not alone. With love and care, Kim

I am going to ditto some of the things already said, but even after almost 2 years of my eternal love's passing, I have many hurdles and pain and sorrow so deep it is indescribable, I am a strong believer of the poem, The Dash, if anyone has this available, please post for me. It means to me, being born and dying are part of life, and what you do inbetween that with your life and how you made a difference is what really matter. And besides Deborah what would we do without you, we LOVE you.... Love, Kim

Thank you Kay for this post, you are truly a angel in my heart and one of my dearest dearest friends ever. Stallyn I was so happy to see you post, you have been such a dear too me. Missing Charlie I was glad to see you on again, a lunch date is in order soon for all of us. It was fantastic hearing from you all, you guys are truly missed. MIKE, where have you been we have been good friends, miss you buddy. I also miss seeing Karen, SD2, Derek, Gail. I have not seen you all post in quite some time. You all are angels and we all help each other in this journey. I know I wouldn't be here without you guys( every single one of you) I did not exclude names on purpose for I love you all and you all have been here for me in this hard journey we are all on. Everyone's post is needed for we are all special and now we are not alone. I am at 22 months into this journey and no way would I be here without you all. Love, Kim

Thank you my dear and true friends. Wow you all make me feel amazing and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love you guys your the best. Love you love you ...................... Love, Kim

Hi my friends, Even though it has been nearly 2 years since my beloved Dan has passed I feel so alone today. Only one person remembered and I remember all the good times with Dan and our children. I miss my roses and cake. I miss him so. Birthdays and anniversaries were always a big deal, no it seems as just another day. I know its sounds like I am wallowing in self pity or feeling sorry for myself, and I would have to say I guess your right. You all are my faMILY AND MAKE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL. I just wish Dan was here other than in my heart. Love, Kim

Kath, just want to let you know you are not alone and I am sorry for the late reply but I have not been on in quite some time. I am also a single parent, although my children were almost 16, 18, and 19 and the time of their fathers death, it has not been easy for me either. My children have multiple illnesses which keep me busy. 2 out of our 3 have chronic illnesses and it is so tough. It will be 2 years in August since my beloved Dan has left this earth. He was 41 years old and we were married for 20 years and together for 24, we were high school sweethearts. Some days just seem overwhelming and life seems so unfair. I miss Dan with every ounce of my being and I always will. We have our wonderful children from our beloved husband, what a wonderful gift. You have been such a dear friend to me and I appreciate that. I read your updated post and hope things continue the way they are for you. I wish you much peace, love and compassion. Love you. Love your friend, Kim

Kay, I have not been on in a very long time, so I am so sorry I missed this date!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am always here for you as you are the inspiration for many. I truly love you with all my heart. Love, Kim

Teny, Awwwwwwwww thank you so much for your care!!!!! I am still here, but have not posted for quite some time, had alot going on. The dust has finally began to settle and thinks are looking up. Even though I will never ever forget Dan nor will I ever stop loving him, I cry every other day now, instead of daily. Dan will forever be my heart and soul for life. I miss him with every ounce of my being. Thank you again for caring and for your love. I will never leave this site, although I may be on the back burner, I will never leave. I love you too and need you all. Love, Kim

Thanks Patti. I want to wish all the moms and all the dads who are dad and mom a very Happy Mothers Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are all very special to me and you have helped me so much. Love you guys, Love, Kim

Thank you for all your wonderful responses and support. I am happy to report my father is off the ventilator and he is breathing on his own, with oxygen. He still in ICU, but I am facing this and all the emotions , baby steps. Thanks guys, and I truly love you all so much, you are the best people ever. Love, Kim

Here is a song that truly reminds me of life and for all of you, I hope this song touches your heart as it has mine. Love, Kim http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3g7nlpNTPwE

Mel, Be safe and know how proud we are of you for your brave and kind heart. I applaud and love ya!!!!! ((((((( MEL)))))))))Love, Kim

Hi all my dear friends, I am so depressed and cry so much, the pain and hurt. If I mess up this post, I apologize, I am typing through tears and hurt. My younger brother called me 2 days ago to tell me, my father was found unconscious and is currently in ICU. He is awake, but cannot breathe on his own.This is the same father who practically abandoned me my entire life and the same parents who waited 9 months after Dan died to call ME!!!!! I have so much confusion in my head and don't know really how I feel. They are still my parents and no matter what I am still their daughter. They have no idea how I feel everyday having to face another day without the one person who I love more than anything in the world and the 13 months of hospitalizations, chemo, surgeries and pain Dan was in. They don't know what it is like to watch your spouse take their last breathe right before your eyes and you are so numb and frozen in time you can;t move,can't breathe. Part of my soul and heart is gone. They only said after 9 months, "he's in a better place". I keep dreaming about this so called better place????? Is the better place, not seeing your youngest daughter graduate high school??? Is this better place never seeing your children get married or have grandchildren?? Is this better place never seeing Dan again, holding his hand or having the one person in your life you can always count on. I am so bitter, I really am trying hard to live in the future and I am trying with all my heart and soul to forgive. I talk to my mother everyday and I did call the hospital to tell the nurses to tell my father I love him, as the tears slowly run down my face, for I may never get the chance to tell him that. I do love them both, I just wish it was mutual. Thank you my dear and true friends for letting me ramble and I am so grateful to have all of you while I work out all these emotions. I have had so much happen this last 1 1/2 years, I really cannot take anymore. If anyone asks me how I feel, my real and true answer is drained, just drained. Love, Kim

Boo, Thank you for being such an inspiration to many of us. Happy Birthday to you BOO. Love, Kim

Dusky, All your information is so helpful, thank you!!!!!!!!!! You are a wonderful and dear friend to me and many others here. In the end of Dan's fight with cancer it did spread to his brain and they removed and he did radiation, but sadly he is not here today. I am taking my whole family to Applebees and we will forever to continue to promote and fight to find a cure, so no family has to endure the pain of watching their loved one go through this. Losing Dan has torn my heart to shreds. Not only did I lose a husband, but our children have lost a father. He was a wonderful husband, father, son, uncle and friend. Not a day goes by in which I do not think of him and do not grieve for him. Thanks again Dusky!!!! Much love, Kim

Wendy, I am so sorry this is late coming. I have not been feeling well................ anyways I am glad you made it through this very special day. You are a amazing women and I am sending my late wishes to you on your day. I love you and I am so grateful to call you my friend!~ Love, Kim

Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so happy to hear the good news!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its nice to have good news our way. Sending all my love and joy for your wonderful blessing. Love, Kim

Cubby, I think your fears are very validated and true. Some people seem to say you can spend your life worrying about things that didn't happen or may never happen, but when you have suffered some many losses in any time frame, I completely understand!!!!!!!! I am so sorry to hear of your losses. I wanted to share this with you. You are not alone. I was 39 years old when my beloved husband of 20 years passed away of cancer ( 08/20/2007) then a few months after that my best friend in the world died of a accidental overdose(prescription medications) then, my grandmother died. After this my children began battling many illnesses( very serious) Then our kitchen caught fire, and then I became sick and still battle with swollen lymph nodes( steroid treatment) and last but not least my uncle committed suicide. In between all this my mother in law and father in law both battling cancer and my sister in law fights for her life everyday with lymphoma. So many times I wanted to give up but here I am. I hope I can give you some strength and peace to be strong. Love, Kim

Hi, I want to start off by saying how sorry I am for your loss. The site is full of the most warmest, caring wonderful people you have ever met!!!!! I have had some very dark days, and without the love and support of everyone here, I would not have made it. I too lost my beloved husband at the age of 41, I was 40 years old. Dan and I were married for 20 years and together for 24. He left behind many who adore him, a wife, and 3 beautiful children. I know you will find comfort here. Take it slow and keep coming back and posting. We are all here for you and pray for peace and strength during this terrible time. Love, Kim

Teny, I am so sorry for your loss. I send you much love and support. Love you, Kim

Thank you thank you thank you........................ I was not going to post this, but after speaking to my dear friend KayC, she helped me to see , I really need to.I really need a huge prayer chain right now. I am so sorry for I keep on posting bad news after bad news, it just keeps coming my way. My 17 year old daughter takes medication ( she has different aliments) well, this medication has been giving her mini seizures and she has had them for many many months, but now she has had them for 3 weeks in a row( daily)After much insistance, I talked to the Dr. and finally convinced her to take her off of these meds. I now find out she may have neurological damage. Some mother I am, for I allowed Dr.'s to give these to her. My heart is so full of sadness right now and my guilt is heart breaking!!!!!! Thank you KayC for your thoughtfulness and advising me it is not my fault. So, please my dear friends............ her name is Missie and she is 17 years old, please everyone pray for my daughter. I love you all very much. When life seems to be so bleak and dark, I know I have all my HOV friends and I feel all your loving arms and hearts surround me to get me through another day. Love, Kim