Hi Korina, Kay, Kath, Valley and Boo, I read all the posting twice to Korina. We are in very good hands. I want to thank everyone for all the inspiration words. Sometimes you read something and it touches your heart because there is not a clear reason why we have to experience all this sorrow, but maybe we are the stronger ones as so lovely put by Kay and I would not want my husband to go through what I am going through because I loved him that much. Hope that makes sense? Mary