laurieb

Thank you to all of you for your support. It was so very nice to hear such wisdom shared. I guess I felt like I should be how the outside world is seeing me...ok with everything. I feel like I am two people, one at work and the real me at home with the broken heart. I cant wait until its friday and my week is over and then the pain hits of how long the weekend will be only to start it all over again!! My husband died suddenly of an aortic dissection (like what john ridder had) he was fine that morning and they did not catch it until it was too late. He worked out everyday of his life and was so healthy. I know that God called him and I do believe he is in a better place, selfishly..I just miss him. Thank you again to all of you.

This is my first time posting. I am new to all this and have read so many of your posts. It does help to know that I am not alone in this pain. Weekends are always so difficult and this was no different. There are so many conversations that are left silent, so much laughter that is no longer and it is just so very painful... I just pray and try to keep it in the present because when I think of the future without him and what my life will hold it it just too unbearable right now. Laurie

thia is my first post so please excuse me if it is in wrong. format I am coming up on my husbands 3 month anniversary and the pain is just so horrible. I seem to be ok to the outside world but I feel like I am still emotionally in intensive care. My faith however, is the only thing that I can seem to hold on to and that gets me through these long days and even longer nights. My weekend starts tonight and i just dread it.. Nights and weekends are so hard! I cant wait for my work week do be done only to feel like a huge wave has hit me because now Ihave to endure weekends... when Scott and i spent every minute together. Truly my best friend... thanks laurie