amanda Posted May 15, 2006 Report Share Posted May 15, 2006 hi everyone,sorry i havent been around for a bit but ive had major dajavous,It was my sons 18th birthday on the 1st may,on his 17th i flew out to the usa then the day i came back i had to go to my sons final as he is a soccer referee.this year he was given the same final,everything ive been doing just takes me back to last year.tommorrow 16th may is the first anniversary of my mums death,I dont feel any better and dont know if i ever will.I keep on wondering what the point in life is,why are we here?I didnt feel the same as this when my dad died,not that i didnt love him as much as my mum.While im feeling sorry for myself i also feel guilty as my best friends mum was murdered almost 2 years ago now and i have not been a great support to her since i lost my mum,I have tried to be there for her but not making a very good job of it.A year on and life still seems hard,I know my mum would tell me to pick myself up and enjoy life but it just isnt that easyamanda Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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