RoseSher98 Posted August 25, 2020 Report Share Posted August 25, 2020 A few weeks ago i got the news that my mom who was 47 years old passed away and it's like it hasn't really felt real since then and i'm not sure if it will ever sink in. There were a few years that we had a complicated relationship, but luckily at the beginning of this year we were talking, but i still hope that she didn't think i was mad at her. Since quarantine, she went down hill really quickly and it was all sudden. I had known that she was an alcoholic before quarantine, but it got worse with the stress of Covid and trying to adjust to a new normal. I still don't really know what happened, but she started drinking a bottle of vodka a day and her symptoms got worse. She got a diagnosis from the hospital and they said she had 3 to 6 months and that she had cirrhosis, but another hospital said a few years. After getting the diagnosis she would just drink more and more and be verbally and physically aggressive with my step dad and my brother who were back home, i'm living in the States trying to get a green card, long story. In the last few weeks it was hard for her to eat or drink anything because she was puking all the time. It was really hard to watch her suffer from a distance, i didn't realize that was her last night or i would have called her and talked to her for hours. She passed away on July 29, 2020 and it doesn't feel real, i am in disbelief. I am at a loss for words and keep thinking i will wake up from this dream some day. I already miss her so much and i feel like i didn't get a proper chance to say goodbye. I miss her so much, i love you to the moon and back mom. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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