Korina Posted August 21, 2010 Report Share Posted August 21, 2010 I haven't had a chance to check in for a while, as my life has been very busy as of late. My new position at work has brought with it some pretty hefty (hopefully temporarily) workloads, taking up my spare time after Kailyn goes to bed. And last week, my first homestay student arrived, which is a help with the rent. Yesterday was 14 months, and I have almost found the last while more difficult than the one year mark. Maybe it is because I have someone in the apartment, and everytime I say to Kailyn, "Show Andrea this" or "Say bye bye to Andrea", I think "This is something I should be saying to her with her Daddy." Today, I lost it on the bus. I couldn't stop the tears even though I closed my eyes and took slow, deep breaths. I am sure you guys know, it was one of those times when tears just felt right, but unfortunately, the location was less than ideal. I just miss him so much; at one and a half, Kailyn is amazing, and this is the time in her life Scott would have absolutely adored. It hurts so much not to have him to share all the beautiful moments with. Korina Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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