MZM Posted September 1, 2010 Report Share Posted September 1, 2010 on the 25th of July 2010, i lost my long term boyfriend in a car accident. Our engagement was in December this year... In that same accident, I lost my bro-in-law to be, our friend and my boyfriends uncle. All people that were really close to me. I havent even grieved the other deaths because all i know is that I have lost my love, my life, my everything! That is what he used to call me:( That, and a whole lot of other sweet, beautiful, wonderful and cute names. We were each other's lives - i spent all my time with him, travelling, the outdoors and even spent more time with his family than my own...He was the first guy that i travelled with, slept next to....We had so many, plans for the future! Right now sitting here, I cant believe I am writing in the past tense:( As i sit here, Im surrounded by a bed full of the teddy bears that he gave me - each with a different memory. I cant believe that that loud, bubbly person that loved me so much is gone! Our love was like a fairytale, insired so many people. He was my world and everyone loved him. My parents are just as devastated... EVERY night i dream of him...only to lose him every day when i realise he is gone. I am dying inside:( i cannot believe my happiness, my love is not here...I cant believe I am writing like this when i used to tell him almost everyday that he was my love. Never did i think the future wouldnt be ours. we wouldnt even put the phone down without saying I love you to each other every day, ten times a day...how i miss that.... I lose him everyday...its like a knife through my heart. I miss his love soooo much! Boy did he love me...so many plans and time ran out on us...didnt even make it to our engagement:( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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