Jennalee Posted September 4, 2010 Report Share Posted September 4, 2010 I feel I must share the victory of an okay Friday to help encourage those having such a rough time right now. This morning I woke up and wasn't sure why I should even bother getting up. Then I decided to get up anyway and called my friend Brandi. She was completely game for some coffee so we went and got some. Then I went shopping alone cause I desperately needed clothes. It was okay being by myself. I'm trying to come to peace with being alone as much as I can. Then I went to the bookstore I used to work many years ago back in college and spoke with my old manger. He said he'd love to see me back part time and I'm tempted to take him up on it just to kill some time. Then I went home, checked a few forums and called an old friend who took me to the mall for a couple hours then we both went back to my house to reminisce. It was nice. She just left at 10:30 and I'm okay now. A tad lonely and yes, I did have a few moments after she left where I sobbed and screamed to God to bring Ajay back to me, but I'm okay now. Truly okay. It was... not a great day, not even a good day, but an okay day, and I'll take them where I can get them. I'm wishing all of you an okay day soon! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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