missyme Posted November 7, 2010 Report Share Posted November 7, 2010 My brother, John, has been gone 10 months tomorrow. I feel like I am still not myself. I am still so sad and I miss my brother so much. My brother died of a drug overdose. I am tempted lately to get in touch with some of his friends and even his doctor (they were prescription drugs) to find out what they knew and how they contributed to his death. I know this is not going to solve anything and he did take the drugs that took his life but I'm just so lost. I spoke to my brother within the last 12 hours of his life...did he know he was going to die? Did he do this on purpose. Was he scared. Did it hurt? I have too many questions and no real answers. I feel like those close to me think I must be "over it" and "ok" now...nobody even brings up my brother anymore. I miss him and I hate this and I keep thinking why why why why why why why why Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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