Dester Posted September 29, 2005 Report Share Posted September 29, 2005 Since I lost mom to lung cancer a year ago (she was 83) I have had visual and more often smells of her any or all the time. The one thing that mom did all the time was smoke cigarettes...she smelled like cigarettes. I am not a smoker so it is very offensive to me. And because mom died of cancer of the lungs...it is upsetting to smell cigarettes. Since she passed away I have smelled her, I mean distinctly as if she is right next to me, during the day, while I'm driving, during the night ...all the time. It is as if there is someone smoking in the room right next to me, but no one is. I breathe in and then stop because the odor of cigarette smoke is so strong....... This is very upsetting for me. I think it is my mother and perhaps my father near me for some reason.....and they don't want to go away. I have asked mom to replace the smell with the smell of roses from her garden...because I like it that she is here....I just can't stand the smell. Has anyone else had this expereince? It is most upsetting. I miss her so much...I still can't believe she's gone. I feel deserted. Dester Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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