Mary1063 Posted August 25, 2013 Report Share Posted August 25, 2013 Thursday will be three months since my big brother passed away. And last night I found myself crying... Really crying... For the first time. Maybe because I can breathe a little easier now that Shan is more out of the woods. I've always been a caretaker. I've always put everyone I love before myself. I did that for both of my big brothers when they were alive. And I'm doing it for Shan. I couldn't save my big brothers, just as I couldn't save our father. And all from the same long fought inherited chain of illnesses. Most of which I too possess, as well as our "baby" sister. I cried for a good couple of hours last night. My husband tried to console me, but either I just wouldn't allow it, or he was doing it wrong. I don't know really. All I know is that Leo was my big brother and I'm having much more of a hard time with his loss than when Ziggy, his twin bro, died nine yrs ago with the same issues. They were both my big brothers and meant the world to me. However, Leo's passing is hitting me harder. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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