amanda Posted December 24, 2006 Report Share Posted December 24, 2006 hi i know its been a long time since i was here last,sorry.Just wanted to say merry christmas to everyone.I know its a very hard time of year for all of us.try and have some fun,although i know i will feel guilty if i do.so here it it ismerry christmas all my love from amanda Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
spunkye Posted December 24, 2006 Report Share Posted December 24, 2006 Thank you Amanda.I hope your christmas is as 'merry' as it can be, as well.I'm working (and it IS work) on focussing on the real meaning of Christmas and working on the good memories I have of Dick - and working on seeing him in a happy, painless, place.The other night as I was going to sleep, I saw him in my imagination (without actually trying), walking away from me - he turned his head to smile back at me and so much light was flowing out of his face, I could barely see it.It was very nice - maybe a sweet, loving message from him and God.Love, Benita Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lorikelly Posted December 24, 2006 Report Share Posted December 24, 2006 I hope i see my mom that way soon. Merry Christmas to all. love lori Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trudy1964 Posted December 24, 2006 Report Share Posted December 24, 2006 Bernita,I am so glad you saw Dick in your imagination. I think he was telling you he's ok in heaven. I wish my Mom would come to me like that.Missing my Mom,Trudy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shell Posted December 25, 2006 Report Share Posted December 25, 2006 Amanda,Thanks and a Merry Christmas to you too! How have you been? A big hug,Shell Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
amanda Posted December 25, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 25, 2006 hi shell,not to bad but this time of year is always hard,i am just thankfulto have the rest of my family here and i will have a drink for my mum later.hope you have been ok.have a good oneall my lovefrom amanda Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shell Posted December 26, 2006 Report Share Posted December 26, 2006 (edited) Amanda,I'm glad you're doing ok, except for this time of year, of course, which is thankfully over! I'm so glad you had your family with you. Since I went on Lexapro I haven't been able to drink (darn!) so have one for me too! A BIG hug,Shell Edited December 26, 2006 by shell Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
amanda Posted December 27, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 27, 2006 hi shell,i had an extra one for you but wished i hadnt,ha ha.well i am doing ok,i have my moments when panic sets in and im overwelmed with grief but im dealing with it one day at a time.ive just had my 1 st christmas without all my kids here dan spent it with his girlfriend,that made it a bit harder but he did pop in to give me a hug.im so lucky top have great kids who love and support me.look after yourself my friendloads of love amanda Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shell Posted December 28, 2006 Report Share Posted December 28, 2006 Amanda,I think your children are lucky to have such a great mom! Take care of yourself.Hugs,Shell Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
amanda Posted December 29, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 29, 2006 hi shell thanks for the comment though i dont think im a great mum but i do my best and love my children totally.yoiu take care aswellloads of lovefrom amanda Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shell Posted December 30, 2006 Report Share Posted December 30, 2006 Amanda,You do your best and love your children totally. What more do you want to be a great mum? I know we all feel we have failed at different times in our life or not done the right thing or whatever, but from what I "know" of you, I have no doubts you're a great mum! I hope 2007 is much better for you.Hugs,Shell Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
amanda Posted December 30, 2006 Author Report Share Posted December 30, 2006 (edited) hi shell,well putting it like that maybe i am a good mum.thank you.if you hadnt guessed im not very self confident not like i used to be so i am trying to change that but slowly,I hope 2007 is a better year for everyone on this site.I know we could all do with a better year.loads of love from amanda Edited December 30, 2006 by amanda Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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