mlg Posted July 18, 2008 Report Share Posted July 18, 2008 I'm having kind of a hard time tonight because tomorrow will be the 6th month anniversary. I still don't understand why us and then I feel guilty, why not. We weren't any better than anyone else. There is a man who was diagnosed about 2 weeks after Tom with a very aggressive and rare lymphoma. He had strokes, clots and multiple other things and is still going. They just found more cancer but again he still seems to rebound. I'm happy for them but also jealous. I'm upset because his pillow is losing his smell. Someone suggested using a blow dryer on it to heat the material and possibly it would release more of him so I'm going to try that. I'm starting to get really tired again from lack of sleep and that seems to be when I get more emotional too. Well, I just had to have a little "pity party" and now I'm settling down again. Thanks for listening.Mary Linda Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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