redwind30 Posted January 10, 2011 Report Share Posted January 10, 2011 This is one of those days when I just need to "whine" a little. I am so tired of dealing with EVERYTHING!!! It has only been 8 months since I lost my wonderful husband. I am just tired of dealing with all of it. Having to make all of the decisions; little and big. Working full time, cleaning the house, doing the laundry, cooking for ONE which is just about impossible, no one to share good or bad stuff with, no one to help me make decisions, getting gas, taking out the trash, raking the leaves,taking care of the car, paying the bills....it never ends. People keep telling me I need to take some time for myself; but there is no time to take. I worry about everything; constantly doubt myself and my decisions. It takes me forever to make silly little decisions and then I doubt myself. I am driving myself and everyone around me crazy. I especially worry about our little yorkie, always wondering if I am taking good enough care of him. I doubt every decision I make. I am miserable! I miss my husband so much I don't think I can stand it! I don't see any end in sight. People keep saying "aren't you feeling any better" I want to scream... NO I AM NOT BETTER!!!...But I don't, I just try to be polite. Thanks once again for listening. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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