Guest Guest_Deborah_* Posted March 13, 2006 Report Share Posted March 13, 2006 I don't know where else to go but here. Calling someone right now will not accomplish for me what I want to say. My feelings will be dismissed or they will not be heard. I don't think I can do this, stay alive and grieve for Larry. There is no comfortable place in my day or life where I'm not remembering his face, his voice, his touch. My sleep is filled with the last days, the last years. I went to listen on television to an opera singer that I had always loved and the pain, the memories, I can see him and hear him, calling my name and telling me "that guy" you like is going to be on tonite so please sit down and rest and watch him. Now I can't without my chest hurting and tears streaming. I go upstairs to bed but I SEE HIM and now the side of the bed is empty. I just can't grasp what has happened. We didn't get a chance to spend our lives together. I look at our dogs and they are looking back at me as if to say where did he go?? I don't think I'm going to be able to put a life together and manage to go on without him. I was safe for the first time in my life and now he is gone. How can this be? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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