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I miss my mom everyday.I still need her in my life but she isn't there anymore.Not a day goes bye that i wish i could talk to her again and feel her arms around me,and I will never have that again.I have been trying to find grief support group though a church but I haven't had any luck yet.I so need to talk to someone.Not gonna give up I will keep trying to find somewhere to go.If anyone can help with that please let me know. thanks.

I'm trying to but sometimes it's just so hard cause I want to talk to my sister and brother.But I will wait and see what happens.I am giving them there space.Just hope to talk to them soon.I really miss them both so much.

I to lost both my Mom and Dad 6 moths apart and it is very hard to deal with.I took care of my Dad after my Mom passed so I didn't have time to grief for her but then my dad passed and I fall apart.still tyring to put myself back together but I must say it is very hard.I feel as if my heart with forever be broken.I miss them both so very much it hurts.

So happy for you.My Mom passed in Jan 2012 and I am still waiting for a dream like that.

I lost my Mom Jan 21,2012....she was my world and I miss her so much.I wish I could see her and talk to her one more time.I have so much to tell her.Most days are bad,it's hard to be here without her.I cry all the time,can't seem to make it stop.I dream about her all the time but it always the same dream,the night she passed and I can see myself shaking her trying to wake her up but she doesn't wake up and my brother has to pull me off of her.I wish I could talk to her in my dreams but that hasn't happened yet.Maybe she feels I'm not ready for that yet,I don't know.Maybe someday I will be and she will be there....I miss you Mommy so very much and love you more then words can say....

So sorry for your loss.I too lost my mom and dad,My mom passed Jan 21,2012 and my dad May 30,and my stepdad on June 14 all within 6 months.I'm still upset that god would take all of them from me so soon together.I feel so alone here now without them.Life just isn't the same and never will be for me again.I miss them so very much.My heart is so broken I feel it will never be whole again.I took care of my Mom and stepdad for years,then when my mom passed I took care of my stepdad.He didn't want to be here without her.he said he wanted to be with his wife so he went to be with her.I miss them all so very much.I feel as if they were just here talking to me.they say it gets better with time but i don't see that happening any time soon for me.

I lost my Mom Jan 21,2012.I miss her so very much.Most days it takes alot to get out of bed.She was my world,we would and could talk about anything.Now I don't have that any more and I truely miss it.I still have bad dreams about the night she passed.I went over to her house and was trying to wake her by shaking her,I still try to wake her up in my dreams.I wake myself up from crying,everyone tells me it will get better with time but for me it seems like she was just here and talking to me.It takes alot for me to just get though the day,I try for her because I know she wouldn't want me this way but sometimes I just can't make it stop....

thanks Kay.And sorry to hear about your Mom.My Mom was my rock and I really miss that alot.

I'm right there with ya.I lost my mom in jan,my Dad in May and my stepdad in june.I still can't belive they are gone.and wonder why God took them all from me at once.Life just isn't fair.

Deb,my Dad passed June 14 and 5 months after my Mom.give yourself time to grief.I take it one day at a time because that's all you can do.Your found a great site here because we all are feeling the same way here.

I'm sorry for your loss.It is very hard trust me I know.I lost my Mom in Jan ,my Dad in May and my stepdad in June .of last year.I feel as if it was just yesterday that I talked to them.I cry all the time,trying to take it one day at a time but some days it's just really hard.Here if u need to talk.I'm glad i found this site because here people know and understand how you are feeling.It's a great place to get out how you are feeling.God bless.

I'm so sorry about your Mom.I too lost my Mom this past year.I feel the same way you do.Why didn't God answer my prayers.I'm still mad that he took her away from me.he also took my Dad 5 months later.life isn't far and I don't know if I will ever get over my loss.The pain is too great.If you ever want to talk I am here.We are all going though the same thing here.

I'm so sorry for your lose.I lost my Mom a year ago and it feels like it was just yesterday.I still pick up the phone to call her.She was my rock ,my everything.She was always there for me.I miss talking to her.I miss just hanging out with her.I cry all the time.Still having dreams almost every night.Everyone keeps telling me I need to move on but they don't understand how I am feeling inside.I'm so lost here without her.I have so much i want to tell her and talk about.I do talk to her all the time but I would love to hear her voice again,see her face and feel hers arms around me again.I'm trying to take one day at a time.Some days are better then others and then some are really bad ones when i can't even get out of bed.But I know i have too.I miss her so much.

thanks guys.Means alot that you all understand how I am feeling inside and that I am not alone.

I lost my Dad 9 months ago.He just gave up because my Mom passed away 5months earlier.He didn't want to be here anymore without her.I found him on the couch after work and had to call 911 he passed 5hours later.Life is just not the same without them here.Was griefing for my Mom who I was very close too then he passed too.Still not doing good at all.Cry all the time.

your right time does not heal pain. for me it seems to get harder everyday.I lost my mom and dad both within 5 months and i can't seem to get over it at all because I was the one who took care of them both.I really miss doing things for them.trying to move on but it is just so hard without them here,.

Thanks guys maybe I will do that and pray that it will help in some way.And if they ask questions,Should I tell them that she passed away in the back bedroom,don't want to freak them out or anything.And that my Dad almost passed away right in the livingroom 5 months later.

Thinking about my Mom and Dad today and can't stop crying.I know they are in a better place and not in pain anymore and for that i am greatful but I want them back so bad it hurts.I drove bye there old place today after work,I don't know why I just ended up over there and saw another car in the driveway.I so wanted to go up to the door and knock but I just sat there in my car crying like a 2 year old then drove off.I feel so alone here without them.I am trying to move on but I just can't seem to stop crying.I miss them both so much.

I need my Mom.Need to talk to her about some things.I need to hear her voice again.Can't belive it's been a year since I last talked to her.She was my shoulder to cry on,she was my rock and I miss that so much.I miss out talks and trips to the dollar store.I wish I could have her back for one more day.Miss you Mom.

I'm so sorry to hear about your Mom.I lost my Mom Jan 21,2012.I miss her so much and I still pick the the phone to call her.So much I want to tell her and talk about.It's still so very hard to think of her not being here.

I tryed that already.but thanks

My Mom has been gone a year but to me it feels like I just talked to her yesterday.I can"t get that day out of my head.I still see her face telling me to let her go,every time I close my eyes to sleep her face is there.I miss her so very much,I miss our talks and just sitting there watching Happy Feet together.To this day I can't watch that movie at all.

I miss my Mom everyday.Not a day goes bye that I don"t think about her and wanting to put up the phone and talk to her.I have so much I want to tell her but can"t.sometimes when I drive I talk to her and tell her what I'm feeling,it does help some but I just want to hear her voice again.I try and think about what she would say to me.The thing I miss the most is she would text me everynight before I went to bed.there are times when I look at my phone for that text but it's not there.

Wow was just in Meijers and I saw a lady that looked just like my Mom.And of course I lost it just there in the store couldn"t stop myself from crying.Felt like such a fool standing there crying in the sore.I had a lady asked me if I was ok so I told her and she gave me a hug.Was the nicest thing anyone has ever done to me.

So beautiful! Made me cry and think of my own Mom who just passed.Thanks for sharing.