Hi ColleenRe,
I just wanted to say that I am sorry for your loss and that feeling guilty is normal as this point of your grief journey,,, I too had alot of guilt when I lost my mom... i felt guilty because I let her have some treats that she should not always have and I felt guilt that I worked more and spent less time with her... I lost her April 2005, and shortly after that my dad got ill and died he passed away July 2005.. I felt so guilty not spending time with him and taking his sickness as serious... Shelley