MzzButterfly Posted June 29, 2006 Report Share Posted June 29, 2006 I am new here. And very thankful that I came across this site. It is just so unfortunate that we are all experiencing the pain of our loved ones. It has been two and a half months since my husband passed away unexpectedly. I have had people tell me that it gets easier. I have a hard time beleiving that. How can it get easier when it seems like the more time goes by the more you miss them and want to feel safe in their arms just one more time. This month has been a very difficult one for me. His birthday was at the beginning of the month and then there was fathers day, and then just two days ago was our wedding anniversary. That was a very difficult day. I treasure the time I had with him and I am so thankful for the memories and years that we had together. I am constantly on the go trying to keep busy until I go to bed, and even then I can't sleep. My mind never rests either. I think I'm afraid that if I stop then I may crash. It is such a painful loss. There are days when I feel like my heart is broken. Maybe as time goes on the pain lessens? I don't know, but my memories of him will never fade. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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