My best friend

[Chief]

I saw him become ill just a month ago. His name is Chief. He has been with me for 10 years. My best friend who greeted me at the door each day. He had the heart of a lion, in such a lil guy. He would sit at my side, on my lap. He understood me.
 

Unconditionally he gave me his love. I told all the vet specialist money was not a factor. I was selfish. I wanted him forever. I had a illness four years ago and almost lost my life. Each day as I recovered, Chief was right beside me. I never thought the day would come. A day he would no longer be with me. That day has come. The vet stated the cancer had come back, has affected all his body. 
 

I took him in my arms, layed with him on his bed, and told him it was ok, to relax, I will always be there with him. His breaths deepened and became more spaced, gradually he let go, I felt him completely relax in my arms. He went in peace, surrounded with my love. 
 

My world has no music in it any longer. My life is full of loneliness without Chief. I will miss him greatly. 

[enna]

enna

[Dogmom]

I am so sorry to hear that you lost your best friend, Chief. There are no words that can lessen the intense pain we feel when we lose someone so close. It is a special bond we have. Chief was there for you when you went through a difficult time, and you were there for him during his last moments. How comforting it must have been for Chief to be in your arms and to have you tell him that it was okay, and that you would always be there for him. That was a precious gift you gave to him. Do you have any pictures that you could post? We all understand what you are going through and are here to offer support. I lost my precious Roxie 18 weeks ago today. She was 15 years old and we were soooo bonded. We had been through so many life adventures and challenges together. I still can't belief that she is gone and I still cry everyday. It has been the worst 18 weeks of my life. I know that time will soften the pain, but I also know that it will take a very long time for me. She was such a big part of my life. Please know that I am truly sorry for your loss. 

Michele

[MartyT]

On 8/2/2020 at 2:52 PM, Chief said:

He went in peace, surrounded with my love. 

I hope that knowing this brings you comfort, my friend ~ and I'm so sorry that the price you paid for ending Chief's suffering is taking on the pain of grief that you are suffering now. There is no greater love than that.

We are animal lovers here, and we know how much this hurts. I too hope that you will share a picture of your friend, and let us know more of what was special about him. ❤️

[kayc]

@Chief, I am so sorry your thread did not show up in my feed!  We never would have knowingly ignored you for this length of time!  I'm glad Anne (Enna) saw it and responded, it's showing up now.

I am so sorry for the loss you suffered, I know that it is great.  I lost my Arlie (dog) 8/16/19, nearly a year ago, I can't believe it's been that long as I still miss him tremendously, I know that I always will, until we can be together again.

Marty is right, you took on Chief's suffering, I'd rather we did than them, it's my only consolation, knowing my Arlie and your Chief are now at peace.  For that alone I bear it.

 

Wishing you peace and comfort.