nashreed Posted October 4, 2020 Report Share Posted October 4, 2020 Hello. I wanted to ask everybody how you handle guilt with the passing of your loved one? I still dwell on the guilt that I feel, that I could have done more for my wife. She had so many health problems and I used to stay awake trying to diagnose every new symptom on the internet. I feel so, so terrible admitting this, but there were times that she was in so much pain, and she used to hallucinate because of either the medications she was on or her sleep apnea, that I used to think "Maybe it would be better if she passed". She used to just set her head on the bathroom doorjam and cry and say she didn't know if she could go on. Now I feel like I willed her passing, maybe my thoughts were heard and contributed to the end. Be careful what you wish for. I would give anything for that stress again because now I don't care much about anything. James 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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