dpodesta Posted December 26, 2007 Report Share Posted December 26, 2007 Well this was my second Christmas without Karen. It went well, but I have had some time to do some reflections this weekend. I was talking to my step mom a couple of days ago and in doing so finally realized that I am still running away from my emotions. I don't know if it is the season, or the stuff going on at work. I am sure it is a little of both. When I got home tonight I was standing outside and a feeling of depression came over me. I saw family tonight all with their spouses adn them being happy, and I realized how much I miss having someone to hold. I still can't believe it has been a little over a year and a half. I don't like asking "why" because I know that God knows what he is doing and my life has been going in a good direction, I guess I am just tired of doing it by myself. I hope Christmas has gone well for everyone considering the circumstances. THanks for being here and listening.Love alwaysDerek Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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