teny Posted August 1, 2008 Report Share Posted August 1, 2008 Hellow my far away friends I need support and hugs its going to be 21 months tommorow and it hurts always the same I feel lonely loosing my other half and panic when I realise that Im getting old without him who is going to be there for me with whom Ill share my life my thoughts my memories my every days wonders feelings and proplems? Yesterday some old friends came for dinner at my summer house .It was the first time after yianys death .When they were living my friend told me that it was very hard to be at that house for dinner without him.Can you imagine how hard its for me?It was uor dream to spend the rest of our lifes in that house .only memmories and emptiness is left no meening for the coming days .I just keep remembering that 2 years ago altough he was OK one evening watching the sunset holding my hand he told me <I feel my circle of life is closing>.I did not want to talk about it and in few minutes he kissed me and said < dont worry I will never leave you.In 2 months with no previous symtoms he got in hospital with pain it was liver cancer and died within 10 days.I canot recall happy memories Im stuk with his last days and not being able to tell him how much I loved him cause he did not know about his condition and I was afraid that I would getemotional and start crying.Yiany was taking care of all the bills and the handlign of our work I only had the artistic part and the pleasure of work.Aday before he died I asked about paymends and the answer was that he is coming home and take care of everything.IM sooo desperate. Thank you for being there . TENY Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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