emptyinside Posted December 26, 2010 Report Share Posted December 26, 2010 I really hate myself. I feel like I'm this emotional headcase now that everyone probably sees as crazy. I don't like who I've become in grief. I just want to be well-adjusted and normal, like I used to be. Now I find myself crying sometimes, longing for the good old days when things were normal, and I'm just not happy. I can enjoy some things, but they're brief feelings. I feel there's a darkness that's riding with me all the time, and now I feel like such a weak loser. I don't really know who I am, but whoever this is, it's a disgusting person I don't want to live with. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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