martina Posted January 4, 2011 Report Share Posted January 4, 2011 Well its been 14 days now. Can I say its gotten any easier? Um not really,but its different. I get angry, angry at God, at myself, at my fience'and just at the world. Then I will cry buckets of tears for short intervals. The nights are the worst, the loneliness and heartache are still there. I have pictures of him on the wall and talk to them (him)all the time. I feel like im losing my mind with sadness and depression. Is all this normal? People have been extra nice, they invite me over to hang out, but it just feels so wrong to me, wrong to be there trying to act ok, when im not ok. I dont know what to do, Im so lost still. I feel abandoned and so empty without him around. I just wonder are these feelings to wierd or am I normal to have these kinds of feelings? We were supose to be married this month,I was so excited, and now,its just so hard to get thru each day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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