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It is so nice to hear from you again. i look forward to reading your book. keep reading and posting (if you can ). Love Lori

Wendy I will be thinking and praying for both you and your mom. Lori

Welcome back William, i hope that this move will bring you some comfort and peace. Lori

Sometimes we just have to let it out. i know for the longest time i felt so angry and had no patience. this bothered me alot but soon it did start to lessen and i look at things differently. lori

Kathy Sometimes you just arnt' able to do things and that is ok, i use to worry that i would get nothing done. i finally said to myself that in time it will happen. when i stopped putting pressure on myself the anxiety stopped and i did a little at a time. somedays all i could get done was one little thing, i finally started praising myself for that and it helped. the stuff will get done just done pressure yourself. lori

Kim I am going to be 40 in april and i wish i still had my mom. i need her so much. So remenber no matter how old your children are they do NEED you. love lor

I am so sorry , it always seems that multiple things happen at once. i don't know why. my thoughts and prayers are with you . How did she pass? she wasn't sick at all? this is so terrible. all my love lori

Wendy She didn't even want me to pay at the end, i think she new how happy i was and was so touched. i also asked about coming back and she said that our loved ones don't want us coming back. they want us to move on and know that they are always with us and listening. i scheduled another appt for nov but she said i hope you won;t need it. lori

Wendy the website is www.lucelucina.com. she is amazing. she is up in ramsey, i am sorry i don't remenber where you are in nj. i live in howell so it took me about 1 hr 45 mins. lori

Debbie My support and prayers go out to you. I don't know much about ms but we did have a dr at work who had it. she found out she had it in vet school and then didn't have another attack for over 10 yrs. she lives with it and really does ok. she is a veterinarian. read up on it as much as you can, i believe knowledge is powerful . Lori

Jeff I can not put into words how amazing my visit with the medium was. She din't know anything about me, only my first name, asked no ques and she knew specific names of people,stories b/w my mom and me and so many other things. She works with the state police in nj,del and ny, she is amazing. i thought many times of canceling b/c i wasn't sure if i believed it but wow am i so happy i went. Lori

Walt I loved Elvis , my husband has sirus radio and i put on his station and listen. For me music makes me sad so i turn it off if a sad song comes on. i couldn't listen to the radio for almost 6 mos. Lori

Shell What a wonderful person you are. You will be rewarded for this. Your heart is so big and has so much love, she is a lucky lady to have you in her life. Lori

My love,support and prayers are with you. i can not imagine the pain that you feel. I will be praying for you. lori

Debbie I do believe there is something after this, i could not go on if i didn't. i know that one day we will all be together. Please hang in and keep coming back. Lori

I started having panic attacks soon after my mom died. i thought i would die from them. my legs would shaking, i would pace, nauseas, could not sleep and unable to sit still. i finally started meds after 6mos of these things. please get some help for them from therapy meds or whatever you need. lori

Gail Congratulations, they will keep you smiling and busy. Bruce will definitely be on this journey with you. Lori

Derek I am so sorry you are feeling so low, i do believe that it is a form of depression. i know you don't want to start meds again and i understand but you need to find something to help you. if you are not still in one on one therapy maybe think of going, how about joing a group for single parents. My friend joined a group called parents w/o partners and it helped her alot. also look for a support group that just deals with widows and widowers, my chuch has one every tues night. you also need to have time just for you, i know this can be hard being a parent. maybe sign carson up for something on the weekend and you take that time just for you. Carson needs you and God placed him in your hands for a reason, Dererk if he didn't think you could do this he never would of given Carson to you . Be patient with yourself and Carson. Remenber we all love you here. Lori

I think you should try it again, sometimes it is hard going the first couple of times. i went to one for 8 weeks and somenights bothered me more then others. i know do one once a month and it really helps to see how far i have come ( i didnt think i would make it ). it also give me comfort to know that i may something to someone that just may help, even a little. keep trying, sometimes just getting out of the house helps and you may find a new friend. Lori

Kathy I can understand about the exsisting not living , i felt like that for so long. i can only say take one moment at a time ,. We are all here for you. Lori

Happy New Year to all my friends. I could not have made it through the last yr without all of you. God Bless Lori

I am so sorry, i could not imagine the loss of one of my children. i truely believe that is the worst kind of loss. children are not suppose to die before there parents. i wish i had something to say to make it better all i can say is please keep coming back here. we are all good listeners and want to hear anything you want to say about your wonderful son. God Bless Lori

Teny I remenber last new years eve, my children were sleeping , my husband had to work and i lay on the floor having a panic attack. it was so severe iw was shaking and then the crying came all night. finally in jan i decided to get help for them. i think that is one of the bravest things i ever did, i know to others it may not seem not . I think that maybe you should try and go out even for just a hour. try to set limits for yourself, knowing that you won't make it the entire night just do a little time. i had to do this for things, one baby step at a time. after the hour go home and then praise your self for making it that long. you may feel horrible there and you may not but at least you took a step. let us know how you do. love and prayers Lori

Thank you for helping alot of people here. Your husband sounds like he was a wonderful man. I also hope that this new year brings us all peace, happiness and strength to continue on this journey. lori

No most people think that i should be over it. they didn't even bring it up. i have to the point where i just don't say anything anymore . lori