Jackie - Richard

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Angel and Parker...i too send my love and hope you have both been re-united together at Rainbowsbridge....this is where my babies are now too...

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I would dearly just love to post a photo of my three darlings that have now parted to the rainbowsbridge, they were, are still the loves of my life apart from my love of Richard who i recently lost 11th April...but i just cant post their photo as i would find this too heartbreaking to see their photos looking back at me on this forum as much as i would love to show them to you.. I may do this is i know after you have seen them i can delete their photos..

I am crying again as it is just breaking my heart that all four have gone and i will never see this ever happen again, ...i love you all, my Richard, my - our Petra, Megan, Benji...i am missing you all so much... my heart s broken.. Jackie, your partner, your mistress... and now your master has joined you...I dont want to be the only one left...oh how i am hating this now empty life...

Marg... ...lovely story about your miracle visit rainbow...

Kayc... ...you mean you dont have them in America or Canada, only us in UK...well when one rings a business number you have to listen to their automated message of press number one if you want to speak to us about " subject " press number two if you want to speak to us about " subject " press button number three if you want to speak to us about " subject " then when one has pressed the number button that we want to talk to them about, another pre-recorded lengthy message often comes up, same as before, press number one, press number two, press number three, or if you want to speak to us about anything else, press number five, some menus carry on and on, trying o speak to a live voice has now joined our dinosaurs, become extinct....Oh and of course h*v*n help us if we press the wrong button, it will take us back to the beginning and we start all over again, of course we dont always know which department we need to be talking to in the first place...and to make matters worse, not all these numbers are free-phone so clocking up our telephone bills... Jackie.. ...

Dee, Karen, Kayc, Gwen... ...oh how i am all in agreement with you re, technology, why cant things just be simple like they used to be, I too am from the 50's...and i am not into all these gadgets, nor use my mobile...nor do i do facebook...and dont even mention landline phone menus..why cant we just get a live voice on the other end...it was done that way once.. Well it is our UK Bank Holiday when most families are out and about and have lives, well i am not one of them...yes i am alive ( my Richard is not ) but i am certainly not living...surviving yes, but definitely not living... Jackie..

It is our last of the year UK's Bank Holiday weekend and our weather is dry, sunny, and very pleasant yet i as usual am sitting indoors...I keep reflecting on what we would have been doing several years back when we was back home, well we would have gone to a Stately Home, a Mansion House, National Trust, maybe taking a walk around their vast garden taking in the statues or walking round their water gardens, or maybe a tented craft show, or outdoors garden show, furniture-plants, it would often get packed, well this has now come to its end...this was what once we both enjoyed..not forgetting before my PP-MS materialised...

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Gwen...I hear you, yes my sentiments exactly...quoting, " human need for connection and love. I have the love, no one to give it to and none coming in.." Jackie..

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Kayc... ...I feel your pain..quoting: " Am i doomed to lose everyone dear to me, everyone I love? " I feel exactly the same as one by one my loves have been taken from me..i too feel as if i am being punished...but i know there is a reason why you and me are the only ones left, there just has to be...our God still has a plan, a use for us, well i cant think of any other reason that makes sense.. Jackie..

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Kayc... ...i too remember with great fondness my past Christmases with my three darling dogs...I had always put a Christmas tree up and surrounded the bottom with one for each dog a soft squeaky toy and an edible treat, all wrapped up of course...This was my main enjoyment of the morning opening the dogs presents and watching the fun... ...It pleases me that we have so many dog lovers - dog owners, past and present on our forum.. ...My Richard always knew his place, that the dogs came first before him...I always had told him, " Richard, if ever our smoke alarm goes off, i would grab the three dogs leads and get them outside our home, and leave you to deal with yourself, " i think he believed me too... Jackie..

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