Gail_R Posted October 26, 2007 Report Share Posted October 26, 2007 Well here is another weekend and I'm by myself. Why is it that the last few weeks have been so hard? It is 9 months since Bruce passed away but the pain has been so intense these last few weeks. I am having a hard time sleeping again and a really hard time with just getting myself to do the things that have to be done around the house. Housework and some of you will laugh but it was samething that I loved to do like passing the vacum Bruce use to laugh and say that I loved it more then him. But now it takes very thing I have to get it done. I don't know about you guy's but weekend I just hate them if not for my kidds I would be all by myself. This is not how I thought that my life would be going to visit my loved Bruce at his grave. As I sit here and type this I am crying it hurts so much somethimes I just wigh that I could die and then I think of my kids and that would be so unfair for them to loss their mother so soon after their dad. So I can hear Bruce say come on Gail it's OK you can do this the kids need you so I wipe my tears and I will keep going . Thanks for being here for me and helping me get thriw another day. Gail Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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