Dusky Posted February 15, 2006 Report Share Posted February 15, 2006 Sometimes I don’t know what to do with my self. 15 days ago marked the 6-month anniversary of Jacks death. I don’t know what it is - or why – but for some reason I have fallen in this pit and can’t seem to get out. I though I had been doing reasonably well – and I know what all the books say about the “roller coaster” trip that we’re all on – still I though I would be able to find a way out of the last 15 days. It seems to be getting harder and harder recently. I have not cried as much for Jack since just before and just after he died.I keep meeting him in my dreams – and I know he wants me to go on – but it’s hard to “see the road” through all these tears.Have any of you experienced this “6-month anniversary pit” I find myself in. I don’t know why I’m having a more difficult time right now – but I am. Thanks for listening – It’s nice to know I can talk to you all on here – You are great comfort to me.John - Dusky is my handle on here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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