kayc Posted April 17, 2006 Report Share Posted April 17, 2006 Does anyone else feel this way? I try to keep busy, surround myself with people but I don't feel close to them anymore, even my own family, I feel like they don't understand what I'm going through, I feel like I'll never be the same anymore, and I don't even care. I've pulled back. What is happening to me? The ones I'd like to be close to don't contact me...I don't hear from my kids much, and our old friends vanished. I haven't heard from George's family since the memorial service so I guess I'm not part of the family anymore. His kids don't email. His friends moved and left no forwarding addresses or phone numbers. Everyone else moved on! I don't even feel a part of my church anymore and I don't feel like they care. Maybe they'd rather be done with me, maybe I'm too much trouble. What is happening? Why is it getting harder instead of better? It's been ten months. Does anyone else feel like this? And George feels so far away. Where is he, my husband, my soulmate? Where did he go? Why can't I talk to him? Why can't I reach him? Does he still love me? Oh George, I miss you so much! I want you to hold me! Enough is enough! I can't take much more of this! I don't want to do it anymore! Come home and make everything right again! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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