Rahn Posted August 16, 2018 Report Share Posted August 16, 2018 What is the point of going through all this pain. What's the point of being left behind to watch my daughter who was best friends with her mother cry and be crushed again everyday under the weight of missing her mother. I so wish it was me because then her mother could help her though her pain. I was suppose to go first. I suffer with depression. She loved life. I didn't want this life anymore she did. So she gets taken and i get left behind. It's like some kind of cruel joke. There is no just reason to leave someone like me and take someone like her. Today is a bad day in a string of bad days. Not eating or sleeping makes it worse. I just don't see the point. It's 8pm and i am sitting with the plate of food my daughter put next to me. It would be the first thing i ate today but the thought of eating makes me feel worse. Food seems like a pointless waste of time. When does the peace of mind come?When does this start to hurt less? Nothing makes me feel better. It's like she just died last night. I don't even remember her laugh anymore. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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