Corinne Posted January 14, 2008 Report Share Posted January 14, 2008 William,Come out, Come out where ever you are! William, you have been hiding long enough. We miss you and we are wondering how you are and how the new house is working out? Besides that I miss reminding you to take your meds, speaking of which have you been taking them? I know that you are probably busy with the new house but please check in and let us know how you are doing, we miss you and worry about you.Hugs & prayers, Corinne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Hi Corinne, I am deeply ashamed for my absence, I am doing ok despite the cirumstances, alot of things went down the past 3 weeks, and it was more than I could bite at the time, took too little time packing, then the movers stuck it to me by doubling the cost, then the landlord had 80 issues with the apartment, so now i didnt get the deposit back which upset me for awhile, I am just glad to get out of the memories and move on, however its been difficult at times tackling all the work by myself and grieving when i can, its been mostly anger towards her, feeling betrayed and let down. Well, the guit of my lack of posting here has kept me silent but I thought every day how I deserve what i get if I don't stay involved, I can say i miss the love and communications here, the time I been away has been a abyss of darkness. Honestly can say its very lonely. If I have betrayed you or anyone else, it was not my intention, I will post every day , I promise, and I need your support and love so much now, its been difficult trying to cope, but I miss you all! Love and hugs! to each of my friend, I have not forgotten!William Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WendyJ Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Welcome back my dear sweet friend, I am very proud of you today ! See now that wasn't hard right? Wait till everyone sees you are back, I know they all missed you very much !Love Ya,Wendy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shell Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Welcome back, William! You were indeed missed. Hang in there....baby steps!Hugs,Shell Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Thanks my dear friends, I miss every one of you! Please tell me what have I missed all this time I feel I came home again, Love ya bunches!William Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suzanne Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 WilliamWelcome back. You have really been missed. Hope you enjoy your new home and find some peace in the new surroundings although I know it was diffucult to leave the old behind.Suzanne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lorikelly Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Welcome back William, i hope that this move will bring you some comfort and peace. Lori Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
teny Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 HI william welcome >I wish you good luck in your new home .i also wanted to be able to send you one of my pots for you new decoration!! TENY Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WendyJ Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Teny,Do you have a website that I can go to? I would love to see your work and buy one of your pots !!!Love,Wendy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corinne Posted January 15, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 William,There is no reason to feel ashamed or like you betrayed anyone. A lot of us have been lacking in our posting during the holidays. I am so glad that you have posted again. You were missed and I was worrying about you. Are you taking your meds? I am glad that your move is complete, I know that you have a lot of work to do on your new house. I wish that we were all closer to you so that we could help. The holidays were hard for me, but I have survived them. Now I need to get moving and find a job. I feel guilty for not really looking very hard for one yet. My brother has been asking me if I am calling around and that is why I feel guilty, he has done so much for me and all I need to do in return is find a job so I really need to do that now that the holidays are over. The problem I think I am having with looking for a job is that I know that it is going to bring with it so many other things that I will have to do. I will need to get my girls in before and after school care and then I will have to find a program for them to get into for the summer when they are not in school, etc.... It just makes me tired thinking of it all so I just have to remember to take one thing at a time and not lump everything together. That's enough of my whining. I am just glad that you are back home and posting again.Hugs & prayers, Corinne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WendyJ Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Corinne did you ever think of looking for a job in their school system, or another school system? You would have the same days off which would be a big help.Love,Wendy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MartyT Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 Wendy, yesterday you asked, Teny, Do you have a website that I can go to? I would love to see your work and buy one of your pots !!!You will find Teny's Web site here: www.teny.gr. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gail_R Posted January 15, 2008 Report Share Posted January 15, 2008 William it is nice to have you back. Hope to read more of your posts in the future. Good luck with your new home. Peace and Love Gail Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 Hi guys, I am happy to be back here again, it was hectic with th move but i found the memories are not as strong now, maybe it was premature to move as suuden, but in the end it will pan out, Corinne, I hope you take it on day at a time, i learned to keep up with my own pace and caculate & plan ther next move to avoid any errors, what kind of work you are seeking? I forgot to remember your loss dramatically changed everything, but otherwise have things smoothed out with your family?love,William Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lyn Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 William..welcome back..good to see you here again..miss you..HUGS Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 Hi Lyn I missed you too, thanks for the hug Love,William Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lyn Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 How's it going with your new home? I can imagine.. ..have done a lot of moving a few years back, and transferring home is really stressful but new environment may somehow help... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shell Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 Marty, thanks for tenys website.Teny,Your work is absolutely gorgeous! What an incredible talent you have.Hugs,Shell Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corinne Posted January 16, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 Hi William,I am looking for work in an office. I was in credit & collections in my last job(YUCK!!!!), and do not want to go back to that work. It is too stressful and depressing! I am trying to take the job search a little slowly because I do not want to get into another job that I hate. Yes, everything changed dramatically in my life after John's death. I have found that the move was a very good choice for myself and my daughters. The girls are doing good, they are finally showing signs of catching up with the harder curriculum in the schools here, so that is a good thing. I am also dealing once again with anger towards John and his leaving the girls without their Daddy and me to do everything myself, but this too will pass. John's sister has tried to contact me again but I will not deal with his family at this time since they have caused me so much pain and I have enough to deal with. It is so nice to hear from you again.Hugs & prayers, Corinne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted January 17, 2008 Report Share Posted January 17, 2008 Corinne, i could see it being unpleasant, my experiences with them really threw me for a loop. My home lately has been hectic, I spent alot of time fixing an not living, the price was paid yesterday when my mania tapered off, i somehow slept a whole day, i was off the meds for awhile, now having crashed yesterday, shook me up enough to keep on them. love,william Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corinne Posted January 17, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 17, 2008 William,You really need to stay on your meds. It is not good for you to stop and start with them, they cannot work properly and it can be dangerous. Please remember to take them. We want you to be a healthy part of the family. Also, you don't want to make me & Wendy angry! Hugs & prayers, Corinne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted January 18, 2008 Report Share Posted January 18, 2008 Corinne, i forgot to mention i didn't take them for a week, and it went completely out of my body, tuesday i crashed and slept 16 hours and it was horrible, just couldn't do anything i was so tired. i was given an ultimatum to continue treatment or lose some assistance, so it had to change. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corinne Posted January 18, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 18, 2008 William,I am glad you are going back on your meds. You know how much better you are when you take them. I have actually been very good at taking mine and they really are helping. I can now hold a thought withoug feeling I am in a fog.Did you take your meds today? Hugs & prayers, Corinne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stallyn Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 Corinne, i know the fog too well, i upped the dosage for a mood stabilzer and I feel stoned all the time, so i back it up a bit and get things accomplished other than sleeping. Sometimes i think the meds are worse than the disorder Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corinne Posted January 20, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 20, 2008 Hey William,Just checking in on you. Are you taking your meds? I had a really bad night last night. I don't know why but my mind kept going over & over how Jimmy and John had died and it would not stop. I guess that is to be expected from time to time since they both died so horribly, but it really caught me off guard.Hugs & prayers, Corinne Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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