Dusky Posted June 10, 2006 Report Share Posted June 10, 2006 I am so sad today – the pain is so intense. You would think that after more than 10 months that these crushing downs would not be with me – but today I feel so very alone – and so I have come to visit you all.It’s nearly the middle of June. June 15th was Jacks birthday – perhaps this upcoming day is dragging me backwards. And then I realize that July is right around the corner – the month in which he died – July 31st. I still can’t believe that I have gone this long with out his presence in my life. I know he is with me in my heart – but the sadness is so overwhelming for me today.I recently returned from Michigan where I gave a way a scholarship in his name to a lovely young girl who will be pursuing the same career (Beautician) that he loved so much. Although I have done so much to try to help memorialize Jack I just can’t stop crying today. I miss him so much today. I am in one of those valleys and it feels like I am being sucked into a back hole.For those of you who have passed the one-year anniversary date of your loved ones death – can you tell me if you began to have deeper sorrow as the date slowly approached? I just miss Jack so much today. Any words of advise? What did you do? How did you get through this feeling of helplessness and despair? I’m really sad right now – I can’t stop crying. John – Dusky is my handle on here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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