Guest moparlicious Posted April 17, 2008 Report Share Posted April 17, 2008 It has been almost 8 months for me in this incredibly difficult journey, I feel so sad all the time and my chest heavy. I think of my Dan and see his pictures, but can't cry. I want to cry and try, but I just can't.Are all my tears dried up? What is wrong with me? I feel like a horrible person, for tears will not come out. Dan was and is my only soulmate. I know he is watching over me and our children, but the heartache I feel is so unreal. I look at the front door and hope for him to walk through it,why? I don't know? Our 24 years together were the best times of our life, If I would have know I was going to be a widow at 40 years old, I don't think I would have changed anything, but I just feel like I could have done more and forced him to go to the dr. many more times for those physicals and check ups he never went to, he felt fine. I miss you Dan and think of you everyday. Why am I not normal? Love, Kim Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Create an account or sign in to comment
You need to be a member in order to leave a comment
Create an account
Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!Register a new account
Already have an account? Sign in here.Sign In Now